I'm having a really bad day today so far. I woke up with a really heavy knotted feeling in my stomach that has just got worse as the morning has wore on. Had a bit of a cry earlier on which has just left me with a sore head.
The OH is just leaving for work again shortly so it'll be next weekend before I see him properly due to his shifts this week and the fact I'm away on business for a couple of days this week. He doesn't seem bothered though. I did mention it yesterday when he said (again) he was going out without me. I said that it would be ages until I saw him again and he just asked what my point was. He didn't say it callously but he didn't change his plans. Not that they aren't the same plans he makes every single week at least 2/3 times. I find it all so tedious. I find my life so tedious just now.
I have so much to do today and I just don't have the mental energy. I've done a couple of washings, taken the dog out, done the dishes. But I've so much more to do. I can't be bothered. Today is a black day.
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