hello again

I can't believe it's been a fortnight since I've last posted! Note to self: must have more self-discipline. That's something I think I've been saying my whole life and it still hasn't happened! I only ever seem to bother posting when I'm having a bad time. But that would make for a pretty depressing blog...

Things between OH and I have settled down again. I thought it was over for sure the other day but that's another story. I don't really want to dwell on things too much. We're good at the moment. I think we both need to make more of an effort and not take each other for granted. Easier said than done though. I guess when you've been with someone for a while things can start to stale but I do love him and I can't bolt at the first sign of a real problem. That's not fair.

I heard on the news today about Mark Speight. I couldn't believe it. The poor guy. He must've been devasted when his fiancee died and for him to be questioned over it is horrible. And now there are 2 lives lost. This all started from them taking cocaine one night and having "a good time". I really feel for their families.